in the midst of it
By Tatini Goler

Waking up feeling dull and depressed, nothing is as I expected it to be, as it should be! The dark and painful has taken a hold of me – is this really needed? Death might be a relief - defeat – I cannot do life! Am I not an awakened Being? What is going on here? Remembrance – there is more, isn’t there? Need to feel my belly, fleshy and real, rising and falling – and be with my breath infusing spirit into flesh, enlivening this form Surprise - now a smile on my face! A sweet insight rises from my belly through my heart into my mind – shapes into words: There is a bigger plan – I am not separate from the source – I can relax I am Being - Being Knows Now I can enjoy my morning cup of tea.

 

Tatini Goler
  in the midst of it
  Gazing with Tatini